Thursday, November 08, 2007

MISS YOU
for the past few nights i have been having nightmares. Are those signs?
for the past few nights beetles have been visiting my room. Are they signs too?
Yes. no doubt it happened too abruptly. Nobody expects it to come so fast. Nobody is prepared for it. but still, we have to face it. It is part of nature. We cannot stop it from happening.
My heart almost falls out when mum first broke the news to me. i did not cry.
*I am a cold-blooded gal, i suppose. did cry a little afterwards as i think of sister's reaction.
life moves on... like what she says "ah ma... you will always be in our hearts"
7:43 PM