Saturday, January 14, 2012
I had never love to fight, quarrel, or explain things which I feel that I didn't done wrong to someone who always insist his/her stand. That always make me become weak, cry baby and someone who cannot solve things properly. When I felt that I have been misunderstood, I always don't have to strength to defend my point. I would rather end off with... "alright, whatever you say..." or " emm.. yes.." B'cos agreeing to their standpoint is easier than arguing my inner voice to them. Especially so when I am already in a very terrible and painful (heart) state. Crying so badly yet the questioning kept flowing to you. I only wish the questioning will end fast so that I can stop crying soon. That's why I will always ask the person to stop the subject/ drop the subject/ enough of the subject... when I feel that my heart could no longer bear those heartbreaking conversations. I am disappointed. I thought you would have understood me after such a long period of harmony. Don't you know I have the personality who enjoy love and peace? Why make it so hard on me? Ok. Enough said. I need a break.
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