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Sunday, November 07, 2010


It is over between us.

But everytime I hang out with his friends... I still feel the guilt.

Everytime when I visit Central Library... I will look around... having the fear that I might bump into him...

Everytime when my bus passes by bukit batok shopping centre... I wish I could be teleported across that place and skip right to the next stop...

There are just too many places with uncomfortable memories... memories which give me phobia rather than pleasure.

If there is ever a second time for me to meet my Mr. Right... When that time comes, I won't just based my feelings over merely feelings... The next time I will give myself TIME. Time to know that person much more before stepping into his life. It is really a mistake to have accepted someone who you thought you love because you feel wonderful and happy with him, despite the fact that you don't really know that person well. That short-lived happiness has dragged both parties down into a long-term miserable encounterance. I no longer have the courage to face him. Especially so after the last conservation we had over the phone.
" Please, allow me move on... stop calling me."--- that was his last words for me. It is really heartbreaking to hear such words. For me, it is really terrible to lose a friend. If it is true that breaking up with your boyfriend will mean losing a friend, I would rather choose not to go into a relationship in this entire life. Why can't men have a wider heart? Why can't they just accept their ex-gfs as friends? What's wrong with that??

1:00 AM

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